When Matt and I first moved away from home six years ago, we really didn't have any intentions on returning permanently. We first moved to Phoenix, AZ, and then two short years later, my job at the time sent us to Chattanooga, TN. We were certain that this is where we were going to spend the rest of our lives. But I think as time has gone by, we realized there really is no place like home. I know that's a cliche statement, but it has proven true.
It's no secret that Reece's medical bills have been piling up and causing a bit of financial stress for Matt and I. But even greater than the medical bills was the lack of family presence in Chattanooga. We had amazing friends in Chattanooga. And they will forever be such an important part of our lives, but nothing or no one compares to family. When our house finally sold in Georgia, we knew exactly where we needed to move: home.
Until we can get on our feet and save some money for our new home here, we will be living with my mom in Maumee. I think it's pretty safe to say Reece is enjoying all the extra attention.
And while I know I spend so much time thinking about the future, I need to live in the present. Whatever we lack, whatever inadequate resources we have for each day, rely on God.
When some basic need is lacking — time, energy, money — consider yourself blessed. Your very lack is an opportunity to latch onto Me in unashamed dependence. When you begin a day with inadequate resources, you must concentrate your efforts on the present moment. This is where you are meant to live—in the present; it is the place where I always await you. Awareness of your inadequacy is a rich blessing, training you to relay wholeheartedly on Me.
The truth is that self-sufficiency is a myth perpetuated by pride and temporary success. Health and wealth can disappear instantly, as can life itself. Rejoice in your insufficiency, knowing that My Power is made perfect in weakness.